I started cutting about 5 years ago and about 2 years in I stopped completely. I hadnt cut myself ar all untill the other day. I cut and now I just can't get it out of my head. It seems that I just want to do it all the time now. I know I can't let it get bad because when i stopped cutting I did it because I had 176 cuts on my body at one time from one cutting session. I really don't want it to get that bad again, but I just don't know if I want it to stop completely. I don't know what to do to prevent it from getting bad again.