i'm really getting sick of how life is right now. ever since my sister moved out everything went downhill. there are too many people packed into this house. i have to clean up after everybody, but i still get called lazy and worthless. the only thing i have to look forward to in the morning is to see my boyfriend. honestly, if it wasn't for him, i would have killed myself long ago. i'm sick of stressing out about school while i have to babysit my cousins baby because he's out getting drunk. i'm sick of having to clean up after people that i don't even know. i'm sick of having to hide how angry all the little things in life make me. i'm just so tired of all this shit. i can't wait to graduate so i can move out. i hate it here so fucking much.