I was just wondering how people feel about getting old. I figure that even if I weren't suicidal now, I would still believe that it would be better to die before I become an old man. It's very perplexing to me why people would ever want to let themselves get so old that they can't take care of themselves. It's all so very depressing and I don't really know why anyone would bother living that long. I mean I understand if someone's got a loving family and grandchildren and such then I guess it would make sense to want to live that long. But most of the people I care about are likely to all have died by the time I get old and so there would really be no point to it. So I'd say even if I got out of this suicidal funk I'm in I would still rather kill myself before I got too old. What do other people think about it?