Hi everyone,
Im in need of some advice, 2 years ago I got into a very serious relationship and about 11 months ago now she left me for a best friend.
This has affected my life too much and still does everyday, i thought these thoughts, feelings and memories would fade, I thought id find someone else, I haven't for that sole reason that i cant let go and stop thinking of her.
She has completely left me, no contact has been made, when I do think of her or something reminds me of her I immediately try my best to change the mindset and forget but in the slightest it still affects me and hurts.
When she first left me, i was on this forum because I was planning on running away or ending my life since the depression and my position in life was terrible, its still not any better but the daily suicidal thoughts faded away, I went to therapy none of it worked, I have since she broke up with me held all this to myself because any time I share my feelings, nothing good comes out of it. Its not as easy as just forgetting her and moving on.
I am a musician and music was a big thing in our relationship, i wrote a song about her too, and every time i see or hear anything that reminds me of her or that time in my life i get shivers.
I need help to get over this, i dont think its possible, but i thought id try this last time.
thank you <3
Im in need of some advice, 2 years ago I got into a very serious relationship and about 11 months ago now she left me for a best friend.
This has affected my life too much and still does everyday, i thought these thoughts, feelings and memories would fade, I thought id find someone else, I haven't for that sole reason that i cant let go and stop thinking of her.
She has completely left me, no contact has been made, when I do think of her or something reminds me of her I immediately try my best to change the mindset and forget but in the slightest it still affects me and hurts.
When she first left me, i was on this forum because I was planning on running away or ending my life since the depression and my position in life was terrible, its still not any better but the daily suicidal thoughts faded away, I went to therapy none of it worked, I have since she broke up with me held all this to myself because any time I share my feelings, nothing good comes out of it. Its not as easy as just forgetting her and moving on.
I am a musician and music was a big thing in our relationship, i wrote a song about her too, and every time i see or hear anything that reminds me of her or that time in my life i get shivers.
I need help to get over this, i dont think its possible, but i thought id try this last time.
thank you <3