my ex dumped me after cheating on me some time ago, 11 months nearly, but it still makes me cry. i try and tell myself that hell never have someone asa good as me again, but ive found out to day he has a 'lovely lass' his words, which is good after 'all the badness there was before' now i know how that might sound and that it was my fault, but i wasnt even in the country. any way the point is i cant get over it, and that combined with some other stuff just makes me want to end it all but im afraid. i have no friends left and im sick of trying. how come its all going so well for him and not for me? hes the cheater.