I added the -possible TRIGGER- mainly for better safe than sorry. I'm bad about judging what's triggering or not. Lately, I've been scared about my self-harm. Like I'm afraid I won't be able to stop. I worry that if I cut or whatever I won't be able to stop. That I'll take it too far. So then I try to put it off, but the tension only makes me want to do it more. And it's always worse at night. I try doing something else to replace it (for me writing either on myself with red pens or just writting my thoughts) usually helps. But lately...not so much. And I hate feeling like I'm failing myself each night I can't get through without doing it.