Its like my whole world, my future, my family, my everything is crashing down on me, and me alone. I don't want to live like this anymore. My voice feels like its lost, I never really use it, except to apologize. My 'friends' don't care about me, neither does my family or anyone else. And really, I don't want their help; I don't want anything from them. It feels like my very existence is a burden to everyone, I should have never been placed on this earth.