I don't think I could make a clearer title than that off above. Simply put: Girl are not attractive to me. I don't like what I look like in the mirror and on picture. I look hideous and I don't blame them for not being attracted to me. And why would they when their ton of good looking guys out there for them to date, of course not every guy will treat their gf like they should be treated. I don't want to have to swallow my own pity whether it is my fault that I look like shit or not, but I was born like this There nothing I can really do about this, it my face, what else can I do. It disfigure like body dsymoria (bad spelling) and people do look at me weirdly. It hard to have confidence while looking like this, though I do try but it esp hard when i have to speak in front of the class or ask question because everyone will be looking at me. I won't go into further detail as I been made fun off throughout my life, etc.