Okay, for a while now, maybe since...about January, there's this girl at work I know. I'm like 4 years older than her, but we're both in the same college. I do feel like crap about 99.99% of my days, but when I see her, I'm sort of glad to see her at work. She has this smile that just makes me...kind of...you know. But, when I think about her, I end up getting depressed. I'm 22...she's either 18 or 19. I've never had a relationship before nor have I ever asked a girl out on a date. Whenever I think about her, I always end up telling myself that she wouldn't like a guy like me. Honestly, what kind of normal girl would ever like a guy who's so messed up in the head. Hypothetically speaking, if I asked her out, and she said yes. I can picture her breaking it off with me in like a day. And then what? I'd feel like more crap than I already am. I don't know what to do, I'm poor. I don't have a car. I'm not even very social. God I hate myself, she probably hates me.