I'm 15 and i just can't find any reason to live anymore. My life sucks right now: i have no friends because there are two types of people in my city: those who go out to smoke and drink(nice people, but i hate smokers) and the clubbers(the most stupid people you will ever meet) so i stay in my room all day log doing almost nothing. If life sucks so much right now i wonder what it will be like when i will work all day, come home late, drink some alcohool so i can fall asleep and wake up proud that i made it trough another day. I thought if i had a girlfriend she would be my reason to live and she would make me happy, but that is nearly impossible for a lot of reasons: i don't have a social life so i can't meet anyone; almost every girl i know is interested just in her looks; even if i knew someone that i like she wouldn't even think of going out with me because of my face - ugliest face i've ever seen: every time i look in the mirror i want to break it... Give me a good reason not to end my life P.S. Sorry if english is not so correct.