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Give me a reason to live

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Cosmos Atom, Nov 22, 2010.

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  1. Cosmos Atom

    Cosmos Atom Member

    I don't want a relationship or children and never have done
    I don't want a job or to work
    I don't want or need lots of money or things
    I have no ambitions or dreams to achieve
    I have no dependants who need me

    I feel like I've seen and done most things that vaguely interested me in life and on the whole, they were disappointing. The stuff I've not tried is either too much effort or just doesn't appeal.

    I hate the way good things are all too fleeting or end whereas crap stuff comes along on its own and lasts for ever. Things aren't going to change for me, I'm too old and tired and weak. Society has placed me on the scrapheap already because I've not worked for a long time. I'm a dysfunctional drone in the beehive.

    I find solace only by losing myself in fantasy worlds where I have a degree of control but even that eventually ends when I press the off button.

    Why continue walking down the dark tunnel when the light at the end holds no real interest?

    What should I look forward to?

    I can't think anymore.
  2. All these mixed emotions

    All these mixed emotions Well-Known Member


    i know you said that relations isnt for you, but i still think It sound like you need a woman or guy or both...

    All these wise and big questions youre asking, i agree why must all good thing come to an end? Why do they even start?

    Fantasy is nice...

    and the trick to keep standing is not to expect to much from the future
    like mindfullness or similar crap

  3. Confusticated

    Confusticated Well-Known Member

    life is NOT a straight line. More like a bumpy road that goes up and down and has a u-turn in random places. So life can change in a flash. That's why you carry on, because any second of any day, things could get better, and getting through all of this will be more than worth it.
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  4. Cosmos Atom

    Cosmos Atom Member

    No I can confirm that wouldn't help me at all. I dislike people on the whole. I dislike physical contact and I find socialising drains me. I'm happier alone.

    That's called hope and I lost that a long time ago. I guess I could win the lottery but I don't play it. I do agree that life can change in a flash though and 9/10 it's for the worse.
  5. letmego3

    letmego3 Just be yourself

    i feel for you because i feel the same too. life on this planet sucks.

    But i am trying to find small thinks i like or enjoy doing? maybe you can try to find and do something you like or enjoy everday? Something to look forward to at the end of each day maybe?
  6. Dave_N

    Dave_N Banned Member

    Do you enjoy spending time alone appreciating the beauty of nature? There must be something the world has to offer that you enjoy? :smile:
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