I don't want a relationship or children and never have done I don't want a job or to work I don't want or need lots of money or things I have no ambitions or dreams to achieve I have no dependants who need me I feel like I've seen and done most things that vaguely interested me in life and on the whole, they were disappointing. The stuff I've not tried is either too much effort or just doesn't appeal. I hate the way good things are all too fleeting or end whereas crap stuff comes along on its own and lasts for ever. Things aren't going to change for me, I'm too old and tired and weak. Society has placed me on the scrapheap already because I've not worked for a long time. I'm a dysfunctional drone in the beehive. I find solace only by losing myself in fantasy worlds where I have a degree of control but even that eventually ends when I press the off button. Why continue walking down the dark tunnel when the light at the end holds no real interest? What should I look forward to? I can't think anymore.