I'm 15 years old, and have gone through a really tough two years. It started when my cousin got diagnosed with cancer and I basically had to watch her die. She was the only person in my family I could turn to about anything. Then in Febuary 2012 I was raped and fell pregnant, I recieved death threats from the rapist and couldn't tell anyone, I got an abortion and I only told my best friend who lived in America. Summer my Nan passed away, then just before christmas my other nan passed away. New years eve my best friend committed suicide and I was left without anyone. My parents are pushing me away and ignoring me, in school I have no friends, they only friends I have are on the internet and don't even know my name. I can't see how anything can get worse. I just want to end it. Not like anyone will miss me.