my dad threw a bucket at me and i hit him he then threw me to the ground and kicked me, i got up pushed him into the wall said i hope he dies and ran out of the house. i walked around the neighborhood for awhile went to my neighbor kori but her dad said she wasnt home i walked around more and went to eliza but she wasnt home. im back at home only to find him attacking me more. i went in my room cut and cried. theres a burning sensation in my arm and it feels good. i dont know what to do i just wanna run away i cant take it here anymore i just want to leave.