I've been depressed for a while now. A lot of bad things have happened all at once, and the end result is having no where to live, no job and no money. I'm done with trying, I feel like my whole life has been spent waiting for things to get better. And I've lost patience. I have a boyfriend, well I had one. I love him, more than anything. But he is SO unsupportive, I've self harmed for 11 years. And whenever I get the urge, or do infact do it. He kicks me out and starts arguments. I get it might not be easy for him. But that really is the last thing I need. I told him earlier I wanted to kill myself. And he broke up with me, and called the police to try and get me sectioned. Without him, I have nothing. He was the last thing I had to hold onto. He was the last hope of my life meaning anything. I want him to change his mind, I just want a hug more than anything. I wanted to come home and for him to tell me everything's going to be okay. And that we'll fix it together, but I dont know who I was fooling. He'll never be supportive,. So now I'm sat here in the same position. I want to Kill myself. I really really do. I'm tired of being tired.