I'm losing the will to live. My mum is extremely emotionally abusive and my dad does not live with me or support me except for an odd ten pounds now and again. I'm constantly being shouted at, screamed at, put down, called names. I'm banned from the living room and bathroom, I constantly get thrown out. I spend most of my time at friends houses because aby time I go home she asks me to leave. A few months ago I had to have an abortion and I almost died from so much blood loss. I don't have a job atm because I'm too depressed and I cabt move out on my own because it's too expensive. None of my friends have jobs so I can't move out with them and apparently my boyfriend doesn't want to move out right now. Killing myself honestly feels like the only way out because I can't go on living like this.