started a new (well paid) job in the last few months, in that time I’ve became extremely stressed and anxious to the point that I am seeing spots and taking too many Propranolols without realising. I am getting to the point where I’m considering hurting myself so I don’t have to go in. I’ve already scraped their company car (accidentally) and they’re making me drive to a busy city to get it fixed and driving is a massive fear for me. I want it all to stop but so many people will be disappointed in me but this car thing has just tipped me over the edge. I can’t really talk to friends and family because they think I ‘have it so good’ and I also don’t want to worry them. I’ve always had mental health problems but I’m at my limit