my mind can't take another day of pain and despair. I am so done with everything. no one loves me, no evers has or ever will. i think my bf is getting bored of me and people around me keep dying. i am somewhat jealous, i would take their place. i just have to figure out the quickest way possible. and no, i can't "get through it" or "be stronger". this has always been my fate and now i have accepted it. life is shit.