I'm giving up on ever being in a relationship, in ever finding love. I am depressed more than ever lately and I should be really happy from what happened today but I'm not...I'm just not. I am weird and no matter what I do, I can't ever be that interesting guy girls want to talk to or be with. I try to be that "not so eager" guy and yet it never works, I apparently don't give off that feeling. I am ugly and a loser. Don't anyone of you dare tell me to try online dating sites or relationships, I've tried both and both failed. The online sites were just crappy pictures and basically resumes of people's likes and dislikes. As for online relationship, the distance makes the relationship impossible, you learn about someone on every level and then can't hold their hand or them if they're sad, how great is that? So I give up on even trying. I've been told by my friends who are girls who like every girl I met before put me in the friend zone, that there is someone out there for everyone. BULL!!! That's easy for someone to say when they're not single and with someone they deeply care about but sometimes people end up alone. Especially creepy people like me. I hate all of you and you'll tell me "well we don't hate you". I don't care how a single one of you feel or what you think.