I'm here for you anytime Mo..I know you are in pain but you need to keep pushing forward..One step at a time..Try useing positive thinking.. Maybe sit down and have a cup of coffee and write down the thoughts that come into your head.. Later on you can read what you wroye and ask yourself is that important or not..Sometimes we let thoughts in that have no place being there..Like I said I am here to talk to and you know how to get ahold of me...Take care!! Joseph
Thanks Clairedelune - I hope today is a little easier for you.
IV - yes, am on meds. I didn't want to take them either. Oh well! Things just change around here and today is a milestone kind of day (waiting on test results) so things are a little more tense, freaky etc.
Just keep reminding myself to keep breathing deep and similar.
Am scared, but its beyond our control, will see what this afternoon brings.