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giving up

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by MoAnamCara, Jul 12, 2011.

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  1. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist

    I want to give up.

    I can't .

    But I feel lost and don't know how to keep going.

    I'm scared.
  2. 41021

    41021 Banned Member

    Me too...feel like giving up and scared.

    Keep holding on sweetie :console:

    I know how difficult it is, what a struggle it is.

    I'm right here struggling with you.

    **gentle hugs**
  3. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    I'm here for you anytime Mo..I know you are in pain but you need to keep pushing forward..One step at a time..Try useing positive thinking.. Maybe sit down and have a cup of coffee and write down the thoughts that come into your head.. Later on you can read what you wroye and ask yourself is that important or not..Sometimes we let thoughts in that have no place being there..Like I said I am here to talk to and you know how to get ahold of me...Take care!! Joseph
  4. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist


    I feel so pathetic

    I feel so alone

    I am scared

    I am sorry
  5. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    You have all of us.. You take care of yourself that is the most important thing..We're here if you need to talk..
  6. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist

    Kali, I am sorry.

    Stranger, thank you. There is no point.
  7. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    I can hear you're struggling Mo...but hold on, keep fighting
    it's a scarey feeling fighting those thoughts ...

    do you have a doctor, meds? can you get them adjusted?
    you've been really good to me and I care how you're feeling *hug*
  8. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist

    Well I made I through the evening, no cut & no alcohol. So that's good. Thank you all. Pushed thoughts away .

    IV... How have you been?
  9. clairedelune

    clairedelune Wanderer

    I completely understand how you feel. At this very moment. But we should hold on to each other. And keep on fighting though there's no point at times. Always here if you need someone to talk to.
  10. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    I'm doing slightly better on my new meds..thanks Mo
    are you on meds? maybe they need adjusting or changing if you feel bad...

    I didn't want to take them but it's way better than having the ''black dog'' follow me around..
  11. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist

    Thanks Clairedelune - I hope today is a little easier for you.

    IV - yes, am on meds. I didn't want to take them either. Oh well! Things just change around here and today is a milestone kind of day (waiting on test results) so things are a little more tense, freaky etc.

    Just keep reminding myself to keep breathing deep and similar.

    Am scared, but its beyond our control, will see what this afternoon brings.

    Take care.
  12. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    let us know how you go with tests..
    breathing is good!
    you take care too:hugtackles:
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