god dang

man sometimes some stuff just sets it off. im goin crazy. the littlest thing just makes me wanna die. i hate feeling like a loser....it just hurts so bad. its like i can just feel my heart hurting so bad. i just feel like im always letting people down.

 

Sometimes the littlest things take up the most room in our hearts. It's perfectly normal to feel that way. Any reason can cause suicidal feelings; there is no rule that says that only big things cause feelings like those.
Don't worry, you're not alone. Keep holding on. :hug:

 

lowering your stress might help, maybe try meditation.

my guess is that there is probably something that you could learn in therapy that would help you change the way your thought process works