I'm starting to beleive nobody has any oneone, and if you do find someone you end up marrying that person, at worst you have a best friend for life. But you can never trust any one as much as yourself.
And the truth is everyone is always doing something wrong. Some just cover/mask it better, while others just have better luck. they happen to be in the right place at the right time. Fuckers.... But they in fact do get there's at some point, somehow. The smart ones plan for it and are prepared.
Sorry if I didn't make you feel better, I was just trying to let you see the bigger picture, see/understand that everyone deals with being a fuck up at any givin' time. That is just the way I think it is, it's not you, it's not me, it's human. You live and learn, forget what you have done or screwed up, what counts is if you have learned from it, and don't let history repeat itself. Me I'm a slow learner and history is always repeating....
Hey, really, you just need to keep holding on because there are people who care like us here. We all go through this same problem and we are all here for each other. Please don't do anything, and if you need to talk , this is my MSN : email@example.com, if you don't have MSN you can always email me.