Sorry if I didn't make you feel better, I was just trying to let you see the bigger picture, see/understand that everyone deals with being a fuck up at any givin' time. That is just the way I think it is, it's not you, it's not me, it's human. You live and learn, forget what you have done or screwed up, what counts is if you have learned from it, and don't let history repeat itself. Me I'm a slow learner and history is always repeating....