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ok so if you guys knew who i was id get yelled at by many so ill do it anonmously
i stopped taking my meds cos they made me feel numb
deep down i know i worse for it but my friends started self harming and im beating myself up for not feeling it. its hard to explain i know i dont like it but im kinda numb to it yet in thinking of going bk to it ive a history of cutting and overdosing i dont wanna fall back in but without my meds i feel it all again yet i dont wanna feel numb no more i wanna be able to express myself again.
oh god help me im so bloody fucked up
i stopped taking my meds cos they made me feel numb
deep down i know i worse for it but my friends started self harming and im beating myself up for not feeling it. its hard to explain i know i dont like it but im kinda numb to it yet in thinking of going bk to it ive a history of cutting and overdosing i dont wanna fall back in but without my meds i feel it all again yet i dont wanna feel numb no more i wanna be able to express myself again.
oh god help me im so bloody fucked up