I know not everyone here believes in God, but for those who do, maybe this will be encouraging. If you don't, maybe it can still be encouraging. I've been hallucinating today. I didn't believe these were truly hallucinations until I prayed about it, but God is giving me strength. My heart is at peace right now. I know psychiatrists would probably chalk this experience up as another hallucination, but I know in my heart that it's real and God's touching my life. I can't describe the peace I have right now. So, just an example of how when things seem to be at their worst, good moments and peace can still shine through.