I really need 2 talk 2 sum1, anybody!!! I'm in total turmoil and i feel like i'm going mad!! My now ex-girlfriend and me have alway's had a rocky relationship we've both got short tempers, stubborn and never give in 2 each other. We hadn't spoke properly on fri & sat so i rang her on sunday cuz if i don't call her she get's mad with me and we argue. Sunday i tried talking 2 her she was being funny with me just giving me 1 word answers i thought i won't continue cuz i know how it's gonna end up we'll have an argument and cuz she never tell's me what the problem is i lose my temper and we both end up hating each other for a while and i don't want that anymore cuz she's the 1st and only girl i've ever loved and i don't wanna keep hurting her so i said night and hung up. 2 hrs later she phoned me asking if i'd gone out i said i went 4 a drink then she started accusing me of sleeping with girls when she knows she's the only 1 4 me and i don't look at other girls she said to leave her alone and put the phone down. Yesterday i rang her asking if she was talking 2 me and straight away starting being funny with me i asked her what the problem is she said "you" i said "y am i the problem?" she said "she doen't like me" and i knew she really meant it. This morning i've tried talking 2 her she said she doesn't wanna talk 2 me anymore i tried finding out y she's being like this 2 me but she never give's me any explanation she said "i'm a prick" and "no wonder no girls wanna b with me". I've never felt as bad as i do everything she said to me last night and 2day i can't stop thinking about cuz i know she meant every word of it! I've spent all morning wondering what 2 do. <Mod Edit, WildCherry: Methods> I cleaned out my bank accounts so my niece gets all my money. i really need 2 talk 2 some1 b4 i end it cuz even tho she hate's me and we argue and i piss her off she means the world 2 me and theres no way i could live another day on this planet without cuz shes everything 2 me! Can i talk 2 some1 b4 i go!!!