Going Back a Step

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by Confused_Tomboy, Jul 17, 2015.

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  1. Confused_Tomboy

    Confused_Tomboy Well-Known Member

    So it's been quite a few months since I cut. Been doing better in therapy. But this last week has been an extremely rough one and I'm aching to cut. I can't take this any more. And yet. No one knows how I'm feeling. Not my counselor nor my fiance. I go thru life acting like I can hold my own. I can't be the strong one any more. It sucks. I welcome death. I know I'd hurt a lot of people but yet They have hurt me more then me hurting them if I died. I don't like to give up that's why I'm still alive but I'm creeping to edge very slowly again and I just welcome death so so much. The knife will be the only thing keeping here. I'm giving it the weekend and if one more negative thing happens I will cut. I'm just so done. Have been for a while.........
     
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  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Time to call your therapist give over your tool of harm to therapist and talk ok talk the pain away with therapist there
     
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