Going crazy

[TinkerLoop]

theres nothing worse than being so scared of your best friends repeating the past. I've watch one put themselves in a coma because they wont listen and now im watching her drinking again. And you know what makes itr ten times worse i hate myself more because i was more irrisponsible being the one to start drinking while on tablets in the first place. im beating myself up so bad because i was being to blind to notice what the bloody hell was going on i thought i knew her better than anyone else but maybe i was wrong after all i cant know everyone.

its pulling my heart apart i feel like it was sed as tho i wasnt paying attention and its so true i wanna harm so god damn bad now grrrrr

 

[SushiGirl]

huggles. i know its hard and i luv u lots. u cant expect yourself to know what someone else will do before they do it hun. i know you care about this person allot but its not ur fault.u cant control her actions. ur friend loves you allot.you know that. all you can do is be there to talk to them when they need it thats the only thing u can control if nothing else prevents you from being there. youre friend luvs ya and so do i. please remember that.