When I lived with my family they abused me very badly. Today they are saying that none of it ever happened. i can't seem to get people to believe what i tell them. When I see people I recognise they run from me. Today my mother said what did I expect, that they would talk to me? How badly I have been treated is unreal. I have been beaten, demoralised and even the guards have lost the statement I made about the abuse I suffered. I don't know where to turn, I have treid talking to people when i go out but they usually turn their backs on me. I'm not unattractive yet I am not even chatted up. there are severe rumours about me to the point where I can't even get my hair done and everyone is talking about me inside there. I heard a woman call me a dog when she caught me looking at her. I was locked up as a dog as a child therefore everyone calls me a dog. Nobody is helping me and I can't take anymore. there is nothing worse for someone than for people to say that you are imagining things going on around you that are real. They have used this excuse before that I am imagin9ing things but I swear on my life these things are happening. |My mother refuses to admit she abused me for years called me useless and so forth. Why would I make it up?