Hi
Sorry I haven't been on the forums for a while. I had a really bad patch at the start of the year and was under the crisis team. I then started to pick up but it was a very slow process. The last few days however I have felt my mood sliding down fast and I am thinking more and more about suicide again. I know I am in the downward spiral and it is not going to stop until the urges get uncontrollable and I try to attempt suicide again.
Since my last bad patch I have turned to religion more but now I am just left feeling how can god be so cruel.
I don't know what to do or where to turn as I went to the ends of the earth to get help last time and I know that there isn't any.
Ady
Sorry I haven't been on the forums for a while. I had a really bad patch at the start of the year and was under the crisis team. I then started to pick up but it was a very slow process. The last few days however I have felt my mood sliding down fast and I am thinking more and more about suicide again. I know I am in the downward spiral and it is not going to stop until the urges get uncontrollable and I try to attempt suicide again.
Since my last bad patch I have turned to religion more but now I am just left feeling how can god be so cruel.
I don't know what to do or where to turn as I went to the ends of the earth to get help last time and I know that there isn't any.
Ady