i've done bitched about this for weeks now. i'm opretty sure chat people want to throw something at me by now. i have afew classes that i'm taking this semester at college. to make a long story sort, i am being accused of being gay by mostly black females. i;ve had to have one to stop walking behind me in class. the thought has crossed my mind to kill these people. they are stressing me out and i am not dropping my classes. i almost lost it today toward the bitch from one of my classes. i have a lot of anger and rage towards harassers. the teacher's take their sides which angers me even more. i hope this is my last semester. the only good thing to escaping the bullshit. any ideas to help avoid the situation of wanting to harm. i only know to walk away if i start getting pissed. they've all been turned in and the counselors blame my mental illness saying that i am paranoid because the teacher's they've talked to claim none of the stuff i said happened. god says i have to be patient. patient for what for one of them to start cursing at me like one has been doing? i wish i was on a better anti anxiety medication. maybe buspar. sz/affective ocd. so everything is my so called paranoia and blah blah. fuckn whistling guy on campus asshole. i hate people. trying to hang on might as well go in a blaze of glory and shame,iano: rock on bily joel is the shit. maybe they can use some piano man or we didnae start the fire, it was always burnning since the ghetto has been burning. feck all.