Going Out in Public

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by brknsilence, Jul 28, 2016.

  1. brknsilence

    brknsilence Well-Known Member

    The more, I go out in public, the more I want to hide. I also keep thinking, I'm doing everything wrong. I hate feeling so uncomfortable going places. Just feels at times, everyone is staring at me. :(
     
  2. brknsilence

    brknsilence Well-Known Member

    Just seems like someone is waiting for me to mess up to call the police on me.

    Ugggg...


    I hate how the past haunts me.
     
  3. Rockclimbinggirl

    Rockclimbinggirl SF climber Staff Member Safety & Support

    Hugs. Most people out there are nice. Is there anything in paticular that you are worried about?
     
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  4. brknsilence

    brknsilence Well-Known Member

    I worry the police will be called on me. I had that happened before. Everything turned out okay but it triggered bad suicidal thoughts.

    Plus, many others tell me how I should raise my kids. I already feel like a horrible mother, I don't want to feel worse. A lot of times, I hate me. :(

    So sorry.

    My day isn't going well
     
  5. Witty_Sarcasm

    Witty_Sarcasm Writer, Musician, Fun Lover, Magic Maker

    Don't worry about any negative comments. Sometimes people will be rude, but you don't have to take it to heart. The odds are that people will be accepting or at least not rude. I'm sure you are a great mother, so ignore any bad comments.
     
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  6. brknsilence

    brknsilence Well-Known Member