Hello Forum, Recently searching the internet for ways to kill myself with the least amount of pain and the least amount of mess. I cam across here and thought I may post my issues here and hopefully someone may be able to give me some advice to help me with these feelings that i'm currently having. So a little over a month ago my girlfriend of 5 years broke it off with me. There was multiple factors into this break up. Which was basically all my fault. Me talking up other girls over the internet because I was becoming bored with our realationship. Towards the end I was becomming too clingy. Well needless to say this has killed me inside and out. I'm 23 years old and know that I only want her in life. I would do anything to get her abck but she has already informed me that there is nothing I could do that would want to make her come back to me. I was fine to give her space for a month or so and hopefully she would feel the way I was feeling and we could work it out. I find out tonight that she likes a "person" who she made out with at a local night club over the weekend just gone. Over the last couple of weeks, I have had thoughts of me driving my car into oncoming traffic. Pulling up on a bridge and just walking off onto cement. Going without food untill I pass out or even sleep untill I just die. I have no-one to turn to. The only person I want to talk with is her. She does talk to me but it just upsets me and makes me hurt.