Going through with this soon.

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by PrivateUser, Jul 22, 2012.

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  1. PrivateUser

    PrivateUser New Member

    Hello Forum,

    Recently searching the internet for ways to kill myself with the least amount of pain and the least amount of mess. I cam across here and thought I may post my issues here and hopefully someone may be able to give me some advice to help me with these feelings that i'm currently having.

    So a little over a month ago my girlfriend of 5 years broke it off with me. There was multiple factors into this break up. Which was basically all my fault. Me talking up other girls over the internet because I was becoming bored with our realationship. Towards the end I was becomming too clingy.

    Well needless to say this has killed me inside and out. I'm 23 years old and know that I only want her in life. I would do anything to get her abck but she has already informed me that there is nothing I could do that would want to make her come back to me. I was fine to give her space for a month or so and hopefully she would feel the way I was feeling and we could work it out. I find out tonight that she likes a "person" who she made out with at a local night club over the weekend just gone.

    Over the last couple of weeks, I have had thoughts of me driving my car into oncoming traffic. Pulling up on a bridge and just walking off onto cement. Going without food untill I pass out or even sleep untill I just die.

    I have no-one to turn to. The only person I want to talk with is her. She does talk to me but it just upsets me and makes me hurt.
     
  2. NYJmpMaster

    NYJmpMaster Have a question? Message Me Staff Member Forum Owner ADMIN

    There are many things that could be said and a lot of good wisdom that could be shared with you from others that have found themselves in similar situations.

    For today let me simply say I understand the pain you are feeling and though you will never forget her it will become a happy memories of good times had and less about pain of loss as time goes on.

    Hang around here for a while and share your thoughts and let us share the ways we all coped with similar situations.

    Take Care and Be Safe

    Ben
     
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