I'm sorry for posting again. Tonight is rough. Rough. I want to cut. I don't want to cut. Will it bring me the release I want? Or will it make me feel ashamed? Things are going downhill fast. I got wasted tonight, and now hubby is pissed at me. I think he would rather I offed myself (although he doesn't know I'm considering it, as far as I know). I'm with it now, but not sure what to do.