going to die <edit mod total eclipse time line>

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Sent, May 2, 2012.

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  1. Sent

    Sent Banned Member

    This has been shit year and I was hoping would be better


    Jhad mental breakdown in ccollege
    Got expelled , hospitalized 2 weeks, jailed now I'm with parents

    And this week every day a new bill coming
    Paid all money I had 2k to get out of jail

    Now owe hospital 30k$
    School wants all financial aid back so 14k$
    And more bills from before medical 20k$

    I have no income and can't take anymore bad news

    U guys said this year would be better well its not
    Fuck everyhing is shit nothing gets better

    I am dying <edit mod time line>
     
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  2. Re: going to die

    Sorry to hear that. Are you able to apply for financial aid? :hug:
     
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  3. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Re: going to die

    financial advisor talk to one claim bankruptcy but know there is a way out I am glad you have your parents to support you They cannot get what you do not have right so just take time and talk to someone
     
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  4. Sent

    Sent Banned Member

    Re: going to die

    Total u remember ?e long time no see u remember me we eere friendfs

    Just don't wana live anymore whhy I'm under modration shood I just make nee account?
     
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  5. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    Re: going to die

    Agree with Total..their will be a way around those problems somehow
    I can hear how overwhelmed you are but hold on ok cos usually the 'crisis' will pass

    Total has some good suggestions, and can you get government benefits?

    being with your parents is ok......take that time to look after yourself and let them help you

    I hope you stay around and keep reaching out for help *hug*
     
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  6. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Re: going to die

    Hi hun i remember and i know it seems like you are overwhelmed hun but use your parents support right now okay debts are just that and they can be paid talk to a financial advisor get your parents to help you. You keep talking here too hun so you know you are not alone ok you have us hugs
     
  7. Sent

    Sent Banned Member

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    i hate my life total,

    i have bipolar which makes it so hard

    and when gf cheated on me, i got PTSD form the incident

    i have flashbacks of her with another guy and the police taking me away :(

    i want to die i cant tkae it anymore all i wante din life was girlfriend and ill never get one and i cant get job cuz criminal recor di want to die
     
  8. Re: going to die

    I believed you are capable enough to get a better girl to be your GF. Just be patient. :hug: do you have any advises from your dr on how to calm down the nasty flashbacks and bipolar?
     
  9. Sent

    Sent Banned Member

    Re: going to die

    no idk

    girls are all the same they all like the same things tbh, even though they say they dont

    and tbh, girls are naturally designed ot like guys who are physically and mentally strong, - that is bes tfor the survuival of them and their children

    i am just not meant to have a gf - so i will die
     
  10. Re: going to die

    Guys also need emotional support because they are humans too. There is no such things as guys must be naturally mentally strong. Be patient and soon you will find a suitable girl to be your girlfriend whom both of you can provide each other with emotional support when the need arises. :hug: just be patient. Try.
     
  11. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    Re: going to die

    you are grieving the loss of your relationship and you need time to work through that
    please don't make any rash decisions to hurt yourself while working through your grief..
    I know it hurts like hell now but time will usually make your pain less intense :console:
     
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