Going to <mod edit> myself again . . .

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Sum girl., Jun 23, 2013.

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  1. Sum girl.

    Sum girl. New Member

    A few months ago I <mod edit - method of dangerous self harm>, now I'm having a strong urge to do it again only this time my therapist won't be able to come to my rescue. I know this is what I want to do but it's not because I want to die.
     
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  2. JekyllHide

    JekyllHide Member

    Re: Going to stab myself again . . .

    please don't do that.

    I understand the urge to self harm. I also suffer from suicidal ideation on a regular basis.

    it's not worth it to injure yourself like that.


    if these thoughts get serious, can you please call a sui or mental health hotline?

    I'm always here and will respond to PM messages 110% of the time if anyone ever wants to just talk.
     
  3. Sum girl.

    Sum girl. New Member

    Re: Going to stab myself again . . .

    It's not like I didn't try. I've reached out to everyone. I did everything my therapist said and I don't feel any better. I don't want to upset or hurt anyone it's just I can't handle living anymore it's to difficult and hurts.
     
  4. NYJmpMaster

    NYJmpMaster Have a question? Message Me Staff Member Forum Owner ADMIN

    Re: Going to stab myself again . . .

    How long have you been seeing therapist? Are you also being supported by psyche or medical?
     
  5. Sum girl.

    Sum girl. New Member

    Re: Going to stab myself again . . .

    I've been seeing my T for about 4 months and I tried the whole med thing it didn't help me so I'm not on any meds nor do I see a psychiatrist.
     
  6. NYJmpMaster

    NYJmpMaster Have a question? Message Me Staff Member Forum Owner ADMIN

    Re: Going to stab myself again . . .

    4 months is a short time and meds often take 30-60 days before even attaining a therapeutic level. I am not at all implying you are not trying - it seems like forever I am certain - but in reality that is not long and need to try to find other ways to channel pain until it has a chance to work.....

    :hug:
     
  7. pickwithaustin

    pickwithaustin Staff Alumni

    Re: Going to stab myself again . . .


    It is time to reach out to yourself. It's a forward plan that you must create, navigate, and succeed in.
    Medications and doctors/psychiatrists/therapists are a part of a long term process. Don't give up on them, but also add yourself to the mix of everyone you reach out to.
     
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