So for a number of possible reasons, among them generalized anxiety, body dysmorphia due to a haircut I had, and potential vitamin deficiency (which I'm trying to correct now), I was unable to hold down my last (which was my first) job for more than 2 months. I was finding it hard to remember how to complete certain tasks at work, and taking too long to do others. I feel like I quit before they either fired me or gave me less hours.
I don't really want to get addicted to anxiety meds so not gonna opt to try those (if I could even get them prescribed). I am on other meds though.
I'm 24 and still have yet to pursue a college education. I've spent a lot, lot of time in therapy and am almost ready to move on. I'm hoping to work and get my own apartment (something I still have yet to accomplish) and try to get some money for some online education programs.
I feel like I have recovered from my suicidal ideation and also from feeling unhealthy and weak. However there's an important med change I want to make happen before I start working, and I'm not allowed to negotiate that for another 2 months. In the meantime, just got to get a dentist appointment and maybe buy myself a backpack. And professional, plain face masks that have a wire for the nose so I can wear them without my glasses fogging.
So I essentially failed before and am looking to make sure it doesn't happen again, and maybe this time I can commit more fully to my work environment and succeed. I figure lots of people who struggle with stuff get jobs eventually so there shouldn't be anything really holding me back other than lack of concentration, which hopefully I won't struggle with this time around.
I don't really want to get addicted to anxiety meds so not gonna opt to try those (if I could even get them prescribed). I am on other meds though.
I'm 24 and still have yet to pursue a college education. I've spent a lot, lot of time in therapy and am almost ready to move on. I'm hoping to work and get my own apartment (something I still have yet to accomplish) and try to get some money for some online education programs.
I feel like I have recovered from my suicidal ideation and also from feeling unhealthy and weak. However there's an important med change I want to make happen before I start working, and I'm not allowed to negotiate that for another 2 months. In the meantime, just got to get a dentist appointment and maybe buy myself a backpack. And professional, plain face masks that have a wire for the nose so I can wear them without my glasses fogging.
So I essentially failed before and am looking to make sure it doesn't happen again, and maybe this time I can commit more fully to my work environment and succeed. I figure lots of people who struggle with stuff get jobs eventually so there shouldn't be anything really holding me back other than lack of concentration, which hopefully I won't struggle with this time around.