The last thing that was keeping me holding on is now gone. Yeah, its a guy..well, my soulmate. I opened up to him and trusted him for a year and half. We will not get married and won't be a couple. Of course we had sex and he told me he loved me. It is not like we just met either. We have known each other for years. It hurts so bad. I spent all night last night crying. I even took the eHarmony test and there were no matches. I am destined to be alone and I am not going to live like that.