We never really think about it, but we are always making an unconcious decision to not kill ourselves. Sometimes this decision is concious, but we are all still here. At a certain point in our lives, we realize that we can do more damage to ourselves than anyone else ever could. We realize that the biggest threat is not our surroundings but ourselves. And those of us who realize this are those of us who are making a concious decision to stay. And then once you get past this realization, you begin to think What the fuck is the point of this? Why do I do this to myself? Those of us who ask these types of questions are usually those of us who end up dead. I hope to be one of them. I will make a thread in the news and announcements section for anyone who does not see this.