the chance I had to leave the piece of shit city I live in is gone because I don't have enough money. I've decided my time to die will be soon, and everything will be ok anyways; not like the world's gonna lose a climate scientist, petrochemical engineer, cancer scientist or even a forklift driver (I can't drive one of those things for shit, of course, amongst all the other things I can't do) since my parents were too stupid and self-indulgent to only have my brother and been happy that they could have ANY. No, it this ridiculous religion-based peer pressure that tells everyone "HAVE MORE THAN ONE CHILD OR YOU ARE A FAILURE AS A HUMAN BEING" no matter HOW bad this overpopulation problem has gotten. Anyways, I won't get into that... I'm just finished and I have no intention of living to see 30, and if I will, I can guarantee there's a 99% chance I won't like it. I'm done.