FUCK THIS! Im gone... I cant stand it anymore, they wanna lock me up because Im addicted to drugs and booze... fuck this, I wont go. I tried to get into treatment but nobody cares, now they wanna lock me up even though i tried to help myself... I will kill myself... make no mistake, this IS my last message here, i promise I wont be back to waist space here, I wont be back to threaten suicide anymore, because now I have the perfect plan.