Apologies for the issue with a bizarre redirect on the site earlier today. There was a large server update and an error in an IP address had the traffic routing wrongly. No hacking or anything nefarious and nothing to worry about. Sorry for any stress/anxiety caused. Very best wishes - SF Admin
No. I've been wanting to take my life anyway and I know my mom will want to re-do the flooring next April so that will send me more over the edge. I know I won't be able to deal with it. I have so much wrong with me that I don't deserve to live anyway.