I'm so fecking stupid. I need to learn to shut the fuck up! Never tell anyone your thinking of doing that! cos what do they do ..... send emails to other peeps so they get worried :sad: all i do is worry peeps so ima shut up from now on. From now on just gonna keep on this happy mask. Act as if everything is ok even when i'm on the verge of ODing or cutting or whatever. I'm worrying people. Having them try talk me out of ODing when i don't even care what happens to me. I'm never gonna tell anyone that again. Even if i did OD i'm never telling anyone that i have Finally got a nights sleep where i didn't wake up in the afternoon Ain't eaten right in weeks. Tis why I've lost so much weight. Dunno how much but i hadn't seen my aunty in a few weeks, i saw her and she said 'wow you've lost a lot of weight' Guess that shows how little i've been eating :unsure: Whatever.