OK i simply cant take this life anymore, so I'm just gonna swallow the fear and do it. I just got finished talking to a friend who attempted and asked him what the effects where, he said there was no pain, he tried ODing. then he asked why I'm asking, but i lied of course. don't mean to sound rude but i don't know why I'm posting this, this site isn't going to help me. i don't know where to do it, in my room, find a discrete place outside and do it. my family will be crushed, but I'm already dead inside, theres no sense in carrying on with this life just for them, i barely talk to them, i flat out avoid them, so why should i stick around for them. oh well, hope i don't chicken out.