posting my abuse experiances, on this site, after stopping my self from doing so, for so long. Has lifted a weight off my shoulders. Finally someone knows, someone relates to how I feel. But it has made it kinda official, like the experiance is now part of my itentity, and this way, its bad I told you guys. I dont know, does anyone get how I feel?? or am I just rambling?? please tell me to shut up and die if I am.