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Discussion in 'Welcome' started by cloudy, Aug 10, 2009.

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  1. cloudy

    cloudy Well-Known Member

    my name is kinna. preferrably. i have been diagnosed as bipolar I. i am actually schizoaffective and ocd. i am not currently suicidal but have to deal with the thought of wanting to end my life every now and then because of the struggle with my illness.

    right now i am not on any medication because everything that i take has side effects that keep me from functioning on a daily basis doing normal tasks. the last two medications caused irregular heartbeat.chest pain.aggression and stomach problems. i am visiting a doctor in a few days that i have been to several times and am going to discuss these things about getting re diagnosed. he wants me to go back to a place where they have told me that they have tried all the medicines they have available and where a case worker told me that maybe i should try and go without medication/why do i want to come back here, blah blah.

    other things i care not to post at the moment. i know this whole fiasco shit is going to start up again as i start another semester of classes. things i cannot explain that are hopeless.
  2. SmilePretty

    SmilePretty Staff Alumni

    :hug: welcome kinna.
  3. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    :welcome: to the forum kinna.Maybe this new school year will not be as bad as you think in terms of your issues. I hope to sww you around the forum. :hug:
  4. reefer madness

    reefer madness Account Closed

    Hi Kinna, welcome to the forum.
  5. Jenna

    Jenna Well-Known Member

    Hi Kinna

    welcome to SF i am a survivor and if there is anything I can do to help or encourage you then please do not be alarmed to contact me.

    Hope to see you around the board.

    Take gentle care
  6. ZombiePringle

    ZombiePringle Forum Buddy and Antiquities Friend

    hello kinna welcome to SF.
  7. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Welcome to the forum Kinna. :hug:
  8. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    welcome Kinna hope you can find right meds to help if not therapy is helpful talk with councillor at school before it starts up again make sure supports are in place for you okay this will help your year go better.
  9. cloudy

    cloudy Well-Known Member

    thanks everyone!
  10. LenaLunacy

    LenaLunacy Well-Known Member

    Welcome to Sf :)
  11. ~Claire

    ~Claire Well-Known Member

    Welcome to SF Kinna.

    :hug: xx
  12. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    Welcome to the forums Kinna..I was going to recommend a med for you to try but I am not a doctor so I will leave it to the professionals..
  13. Anime-Zodiac

    Anime-Zodiac Well-Known Member

    Welcome to SF.
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