The good news is I got a job. The bad news is: I got a job! I know I should feel great, but I don't want to get my hopes up. I just want to take things moment by moment, day by day. The job involves working for a greenhouse, dry goods, gift company as a sales rep. We'll see how it goes. I'm sure I'll be posting in the suicide forum again. I only hope that it's possible to keep up with school at the same time. I hope I"ll be able to do it. Maybe I'll be too busy to get depressed.