Discussion in 'Midnight Owl' started by ScouseJM, Apr 10, 2008.
Its now 9 am and Im now finally deciding, its time to sleep lol
Be safe everyone x
Good nite sweetie! stay safe :hug:
its now almost 5am.. im so wide awake and for some reason not a single one of "my" people are online :sad: and im so upset coz yesterday was such a bad day for me, like the past 2 weeks have been even more horrible than the time before.. im so tired of this please please i honestly mean this, i want to die :cry:
it's 5.10 now:sad: sorry you're feeling so upset:hug:
thank you :hug: ive just come out of a panic attack.. im hopin thats it for now tho :dry: mind what does it matter really even if I sat here and had panic attacks 24 hours a day, its not like anyone would notice or like the world would care. i'll sit here either way, doin nothing, with or without panic attacks :dunno:
We care :hug: :hug:
Hope you feel a bit better now hun.
I hope you sleep well and things look better when you get up. :hug:
another night without sleep... the little princess is ill my step daughter i mean, not me :laugh:
sigh, when is this goin to stop :mellow:
its half 10 :insomnia:
not tired yet........lol :smile:
another night wihtout sleep.. i did sleep about 2-3 hrs yesterday afternoon but notvery well :dry:
i'm not tired, it's 4.10.
feeling tired now lol
maybe go for walk?
Quarter past 8, still up, not tired, just crying, crying and crying
i'm tired :sad:
quarter to 4 in the morning. wow sayin that makes me realise its only half an hour ago i was sayin something in chat. i left because somehow my mood isnt very conversational, yet at the same time i wish someone was online to talk to. i dunno, its weird. im hurtin.
I slept an hour between around 5 and 6am... now its quarter past 11... :unsure:
7.33am... I dont know how many hours Ive been crying now.. I miss my babies so much :cry:
2.40am... im tired but then again im not... and im so scared of falling asleep, so scared of the fear, the nightmares, the panic attacks, the wakin up in tears...