Good Night (Morning)

Discussion in 'Midnight Owl' started by ScouseJM, Apr 10, 2008.

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  1. ScouseJM

    ScouseJM Well-Known Member

    Its now 9 am and Im now finally deciding, its time to sleep lol


    Be safe everyone x
     
  2. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Good nite sweetie! stay safe :hug:
     
  3. ScouseJM

    ScouseJM Well-Known Member

    Thanks Lynn..



    its now almost 5am.. im so wide awake and for some reason not a single one of "my" people are online :sad: and im so upset coz yesterday was such a bad day for me, like the past 2 weeks have been even more horrible than the time before.. im so tired of this please please i honestly mean this, i want to die :cry:
     
  4. aki

    aki Well-Known Member

    it's 5.10 now:sad: sorry you're feeling so upset:hug:
     
  5. ScouseJM

    ScouseJM Well-Known Member



    thank you :( :hug: ive just come out of a panic attack.. im hopin thats it for now tho :dry: mind what does it matter really even if I sat here and had panic attacks 24 hours a day, its not like anyone would notice or like the world would care. i'll sit here either way, doin nothing, with or without panic attacks :dunno:
     
  6. Abacus21

    Abacus21 Staff Alumni

    We care :) :hug: :hug:

    Hope you feel a bit better now hun.
     
  7. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    I hope you sleep well and things look better when you get up. :hug:
     
  8. ScouseJM

    ScouseJM Well-Known Member

    thank you...


    another night without sleep... the little princess is ill :( my step daughter i mean, not me :laugh:

    sigh, when is this goin to stop :mellow:
     
  9. ScouseJM

    ScouseJM Well-Known Member

    its half 10 :insomnia:
     
  10. aki

    aki Well-Known Member

    not tired yet........lol :smile:
     
  11. ScouseJM

    ScouseJM Well-Known Member

    another night wihtout sleep.. i did sleep about 2-3 hrs yesterday afternoon but notvery well :dry:


    sigh
     
  12. aki

    aki Well-Known Member

    i'm not tired, it's 4.10.
     
  13. aki

    aki Well-Known Member

    feeling tired now lol

    maybe go for walk?
     
  14. ScouseJM

    ScouseJM Well-Known Member

    Quarter past 8, still up, not tired, just crying, crying and crying
     
  15. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    :hug:
     
  16. aki

    aki Well-Known Member

    so....yeh
    i'm tired :sad:
     
  17. ScouseJM

    ScouseJM Well-Known Member

    quarter to 4 in the morning. wow sayin that makes me realise its only half an hour ago i was sayin something in chat. i left because somehow my mood isnt very conversational, yet at the same time i wish someone was online to talk to. i dunno, its weird. im hurtin.
     
  18. ScouseJM

    ScouseJM Well-Known Member

    I slept an hour between around 5 and 6am... now its quarter past 11... :unsure:
     
  19. ScouseJM

    ScouseJM Well-Known Member

    7.33am... I dont know how many hours Ive been crying now.. I miss my babies so much :cry:
     
  20. ScouseJM

    ScouseJM Well-Known Member

    2.40am... im tired but then again im not... and im so scared of falling asleep, so scared of the fear, the nightmares, the panic attacks, the wakin up in tears...
     
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