So..I spent the majority of Saturday night until 7am in A&E because I sh'd in a club..again. Except this time I got sent to A&E and now my family know. I know this should feel like a good thing and it does, to some extent. But it feels like I'm treading on eggshells around everyone. I feel like I can't act normal now. Not that I want them to start asking a load of questions or anything but my brother's trying to be normal with me. My stepdad doesn't understand so he doesn't say much and my mum is constantly panicking. merh. I have doctors thursday. Kinda scared of what they'll ask me but at the same time glad? I don't know. I guess I'm looking for someone to tell me I'm being stupid or silly and it's a good thing and this will all blow over.