I'm guessing we're all here from that one website.
I'm at least glad to have come here when I did.
If I talk about feeling suicidal anywhere else I feel like all I'm gonna get are the same copy-pasted superficial "support" messages at best, and at worst I'd get the cops called on me should someone I know happen to see it because apparently, that's how we're meant to handle mental health crises around here. Call the cops on us and treat our breakdowns like some sort of crime. Ffs. And because I used to be a "gifted" kid I'll get my ass handed to me by my parents if they find out since what I am now is such a far cry from the kid they thought I'd become and they just...they just can't handle the concept that I'd ever be anything else.
I'm so done, just..with everything. I'm right back at square one, where I was at 13, in terms of mental health. It got better for a few months when I was 16 and then it all went back down to hell again. I'm tired, man. I really don't know if I can or want to do this anymore.
Not even sure why I'm posting this. Hope y'all are having a better night than I am.
I'm at least glad to have come here when I did.
If I talk about feeling suicidal anywhere else I feel like all I'm gonna get are the same copy-pasted superficial "support" messages at best, and at worst I'd get the cops called on me should someone I know happen to see it because apparently, that's how we're meant to handle mental health crises around here. Call the cops on us and treat our breakdowns like some sort of crime. Ffs. And because I used to be a "gifted" kid I'll get my ass handed to me by my parents if they find out since what I am now is such a far cry from the kid they thought I'd become and they just...they just can't handle the concept that I'd ever be anything else.
I'm so done, just..with everything. I'm right back at square one, where I was at 13, in terms of mental health. It got better for a few months when I was 16 and then it all went back down to hell again. I'm tired, man. I really don't know if I can or want to do this anymore.
Not even sure why I'm posting this. Hope y'all are having a better night than I am.