Hello,
I am an online gambling (sports) addict but like many others am in a constant state of denial. Therefore, I first burned up all my cash, then borrowed heavily from friends on some pretext and lost that too.
Theres another twist to this---I live in India now and gambled away all the pounds I had earned in the UK. So, now I am overdrawn on my UK account, my credit card is maxed out and I owe lots of people lots of cash. Theres no way in hell I can repay anyone,since I now earn peanuts in rupees so I'm just gonna bum out.
This has not been an easy decision for me. I have suffered for a year now and have lain awake many nights knowing that I have screwed up the beautiful life I was granted. I have betrayed my family, my friends and myself.
I often find myself crying when alone and thinking about what might have been. I guess I wont be crying much longer. Hello....and goodbye
I am an online gambling (sports) addict but like many others am in a constant state of denial. Therefore, I first burned up all my cash, then borrowed heavily from friends on some pretext and lost that too.
Theres another twist to this---I live in India now and gambled away all the pounds I had earned in the UK. So, now I am overdrawn on my UK account, my credit card is maxed out and I owe lots of people lots of cash. Theres no way in hell I can repay anyone,since I now earn peanuts in rupees so I'm just gonna bum out.
This has not been an easy decision for me. I have suffered for a year now and have lain awake many nights knowing that I have screwed up the beautiful life I was granted. I have betrayed my family, my friends and myself.
I often find myself crying when alone and thinking about what might have been. I guess I wont be crying much longer. Hello....and goodbye